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Previous Challenge Entry (Level 1 – Beginner)
Topic: Oops (01/14/10)

TITLE: Grace Rediscovered
By Ruth Thoutenhoofd


Challenge 2 ďOopsĒ
I made a mistake. I donít understand exactly what I did wrong, but I hear that someone is angry at me, so angry that she left the church, has wandered far from the fragile relationship she once had with the church and maybe God himself, has left her husband and is off with a new boyfriend overseas. Surely, this is not my fault! I donít even remember much about our relationship, never had a clue she was angry, and now I hear at a coffee shop that my name has come up as someone she needs to forgive! I feel bewildered and anxious to talk to her, but evidently she canít be reached from where I am.

So here I am, having unwittingly made a mistake that has made someone angry at me, the church, and maybe God. And thereís apparently nothing I can do about it. All I can do right now is to ask God how he feels about my blunder. If I hear Him right, Heís not angry at me at all, doesnít blame me for this womanís unhappy life. Apparently she was going to be angry no matter what I did. She hadnít really met Christ in a way that transformed her heart. She had things going on in her life that left her wanting to find someone to blame. Probably she is now citing me as the problem to relieve herself of the guilt of disobedience. She needs to meet Jesus.

So I will contact her as soon as possible. I remember the scripture that tells me to leave my gift at the altar and go make things right if I know someone has something against me, and then I can come back to worship my Lord. I look forward to the talk, the confrontation, trying to understand the mistake I made, and asking for her forgiveness.
I will tell her the truth; that I was thoughtless and didnít think about how my actions would affect her. I will try to understand how she is thinking. Maybe, just maybe God can use me in her life to help her get free from the bondage of anger.

I can do this humbly and hopefully graciously, not because I am special, but because I have been forgiven so much. I know what itís like to lash out, find fault, and blame the church for things that go wrong in my life. Iíve experienced Godís amazing love and acceptance even in the midst of my anger and faithlessness. Iím awed at the light He continues to shine in my dark places. ďŐ will never leave you or forsake youĒ. I, who have been forgiven much, can forgive and ask forgiveness. More importantly, I can forgive myself for a major blunder and move on in the grace of God. This is a newly acquired realization that suddenly I find breathtaking in its profundity and the freedom it brings.
Am I just now understanding grace after forty years of walking with God?

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Sara Harricharan 01/21/10
Love those kind of "aha!" moments, don't you? It helps to make life's journey just a tad more easier when you think and look back and everything else. Good title!
Shann Hall-LochmannVanBennekom 01/24/10
Forgiving myself is one of the hardest things for me to do. It sometimes takes a lifetime to master that skill. I'm glad you can do it now. Nice job.
AnneRene' Capp01/24/10
I too, got the feeling that if it wasn't you, it would have been someone else. As for Grace Rediscovered...isn't it awesome to truly be able to forgive yourself?! It's pretty new for me also.
Amen and Amen!
Jan Ackerson 01/25/10
What moving transparency in this entry, and yes, what grace. I'm truly touched.
Sarah Elisabeth 01/29/10
Congrats on placing 14th in Level 1 with your entry! Always tough competition on this level, so good job!You can check out the highest rankings each week on the forums: http://www.faithwriters.com/Boards/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?t=28510