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By Brenda Tucker
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I began my study of theosophy in 1974 when I was 19. I read that a messenger would come 100 years after the days when Blavatsky wrote The Secret Doctrine. This person was expected from 1975-2000 and would shed more light on what was written and discussed in theosophy and I would be there to receive them. So I waited. I looked around and kept my eyes and ears open in hopes I would recognize them.
In 1994, I gave birth to my second child, a son. I was thrilled to be a wife and mother at 39 and loved my son and 5 year old daughter immensely, but in April, 1995, something abruptly changed what I had been feeling about myself and my life. I had an epiphany. My thinking about my 20 years of study in The Saint Germain Foundation and The Theosophical Society abruptly and in an instant changed.
I was sitting in a class at the "I AM" Sanctuary in Pasadena, California, looking at an image of Archangel Michael that hangs on the wall there. While I attended "I AM" classes at the time, I also attended weekly study classes on theosophy at the home of an area theosophist. What occurred to me was that Archangel Michael could be active for a period of time and then another Archangel could take control in sequence (like I had read happens in theosophy), so that seven archangels could occupy a distinct and separate place on a circle. In doing so, they would be arranged three on the right side, one across the bottom, and three on the left side. The three on the right side suggested a downward movement of descent into form, and the three on the left side suggested the reverse: an ascension into light.
This was the first impulse I had in which to understand the activity of seven races as described in theosophy. Three human races would occur as we acquire our human bodies and three human races woul occur as we ascend again into a celestial realm after manifestation.
This triggered a new concept of what forces might be at play to accomplish those two things. Theosophy tells us that The Bible is the story of man and God beginning with the 5th of 7 races. Jesus tells of a kingdom of God within us and all I had to do was connect the dots to see that Jesus Christ is (more than just) an example of what a 6th race human will be like some day. Adam and Eve, as the first 5th race humans, are truly blessed due to the coexistence within them of a first race girasas kingdom. Genesis is the story of creation, not of humans, but of a girasas kingdom, beginning its descent into form as a first race.
So how was I to announce my findings? I let my brain work and it was as if electricity was reworking everything I thought prior to the epiphany. I began contacting others. People seemed hurt and I had vowed to be harmless. It felt as if someone hurting would use their ability to hurt me back. Go slow. Give plenty of space and time for adjustment. Maybe put off continued self-development until a wider base for action could form, and love God first.
The saddest thing was parting ways with my beloved "I AM" Temple, but my endeavor had changed from learning to sharing. Putting off personal endeavors to perhaps help create better educational opportunities for America and the world had priority. I knew I could some day return to the "I AM" activity I love so much.
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