Healing
Preface
Have you ever found yourself so far down in a hole that you were starting to dig rocks?
That is where Abby found herself. As she looked up from the deep hole she had dug herself into. Desperately searching for foot holds to pull herself out but with no strength left, she sank further and further down.
“Please, please” she screamed out loud. But there was no one to hear. They were all gone. She had selfishly pushed them all away.
“How did I let them get me in this mess? I try so hard but no one cares. No one will give me a chance. It is always their way or no way. That’s ok, she thought to herself bitterly. I will show them. I don’t need them. They can live their self righteous lives. I wonder what they will think when I am not here to be their scapegoat anymore or to listen to their holier then thou talk. I refuse to let them use me to make themselves feel bigger. They may all have more than me, and their lives may be good, but what
about me? I was always there when they needed me, but when I need them where are they? They just stand and point fingers. I have to accept them for who they are, and they have the audacity to expect me to be as they say. Approval is what I have had to strive for my whole life when will it come? I don’t care anymore. Who cares about approval any way?
I don’t need it and I refuse to belittle myself by begging for theirs anymore. I will show them.
So Abby began her journey of self destruction, although, she didn’t see it at the time, but it would soon lead her on a path that only one person could help her return from. Would she find him in time or would he go unnoticed, lingering, waiting, in the dark shadows of her tormented soul.
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