As days went by, it was the same feeling and I just stayed that way. I should have got myself together and asked God to take control, instead I became more comfortable with the way I was. But there was no happiness inside and I lived in constant fear and anger. And I couldn't take it at one point and asked God to intercede for me. And now at this point things got interesting. I had encounters through dreams which felt so real. God started speaking to me through Lana Vewser's messages and it was very much in sync with my situation.
Before all that started, one miracle of a friend led to mine. It was so encouraging and I felt inside God could do for me too. I needed to hear and see that because she was also praying and waiting on God for a miracle. It boosted me up and I immediately decided to get myself together. I decided to fast from morning till evening and pray for God to intercede. When I started fasting, I felt I had peace, strength and more clarity. I was taking fasting during the last week of lent like 6 days before Good Friday. Then I started having encounters through dreams. I will mention the 4 among the encounters I had.
The first dream was like, I was in a big house and just walking. Then a cleaning crew arrived and started cleaning the house. When they finished it, it was spotless. Then I saw guests started coming to my house and at that time I realized it was my house warming party. In the spiritual realm, It was like my house was cleansed from all the negative vibes. And as a result of that there was celebration. During that time, I was given a purple flower in my hand and I just felt it had a meaning for it. But I couldn't say it from that dream. The second dream I had few days later. There I was standing on one side of the road trying to cross and suddenly I look at my left hand ring finger, I saw huge purple ring. I haven't seen a ring with that shine and beauty. It was slipped into my finger. With that ring in my finger, i crossed the road without any obstacle or raging traffic. It was smooth. Then I had a revelation that the color purple is Royalty and God tells me that I am His daughter and I am royalty. It was so beautiful to get that Revelation. And even at church, a friend approached me and said, I see you with a purple robe which means Royalty. I was awe struck with that feeling of being God's daughter. It was just so precious to me. The third dream was very weird for me, I was lying down on my couch and went to sleep. In my sleep it felt so real. Because I was lying down on the same place and suddenly my legs just went up in the air and I couldn't bring it down. I was wrestling to bring it down but I couldn't. Then I heard someone say,"Let go"But I didn't and continued to wrestle. Before the end of this dream, I saw a scene or a picture which I have seen in a gospel song. It's called Lion and the Lamb. In this song it says He's fighting our battles and breaking the chains by His blood. Later that week at church,another friend walks up to me and says, I saw a gold chain around you leg which was so strong being broken. Oh My God!!! Then I realized, God was asking me to let go in my dream so that He can break the chains around my legs and be free. But instead I was wrestling back because of fear. These dreams which I had was later revealed again in a different way by the people at my church. God is so good and way He speaks is so beautiful. I love Jesus. He's so amazing.
Writing about these encounters just gives me goose bumps. He's just so amazing and shows me how much He loves me. Even if I don't understand the dreams or wrestle, He patiently talks with me through someone. Such a Good Father.