Faith

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Lord, I come to you as humbly as I know how. Father, I seek your help. Lord, I feel the walls are crumbling all around me. Jesus, I have no where else to turn to. Lord, you took my mom, in whom I had deep love for. You didn’t allow my father to come or stay in my life. The family bestowed on me isn’t the strongest support. All my friends have forsaken me. And the one I truly loved you blocked them from me. So, I turn to the only person left to hear my cry.

First, I thank you for life but what’s life without love. I want to thank you for my job but what’s good about going somewhere you don’t like working. I thank you for my increase financially but what’s an increase when none of my debt has decreased. I thank you for my car but why does it gives me so much trouble. Lord, my circumstance has taken a toil on me. I’m weary with every passing day. People say, don’t worry but how can I not when Your goodness I don’t deserve. People say, have a spirit of expectancy but how can I when sin is all around me. Lord, I need you now more than ever.

Lord, I’ve allowed Satan, with his deceptive and evil ways to convince me there is no hope. I’ve been deceived into believing my life is doomed for continuous trouble. God I cry out for you. Help me, Father! I don’t know what to do. With all the bad around me, are there any blessings for me. Not even a whole blessing but a fourth of a blessing can change my mind.

As I come to you with all my problems I realize they aren’t that bad and can get worst. I realize my thoughts have kept me in my situation for so long. God even though the one I really loved you block us from growing, but life is great with having the greatest love in You. Lord, even though my job doesn’t agree with me, employment is great when you’re my head boss. Father, even though my money is at a slump, I know you are still able to supply all of my needs. Jesus even though my car has a mind of its own, I’m glad you’re my mechanic and get me where I need to go daily. God I know you’re a powerful God. Who can do all things? No one but you can, Alpha and Omega. You’re so holy and greatly to be praized. You’re a way maker in signs of trouble. You’re a shield from all hurt, harm, and danger. You’re a mender of any broken heart. You’re my all and all. So, I come to you to say “Even If,” God I’ll still praize your name.

Even if you decide to not increase my finances, you are still worthy. Even if you don’t allow anyone on earth to give me the love I search for, I’ll still bow before your presence. Even if, you allow trouble to consume me, I’ll give you the honor and glory. Even if you send the rains and thunder, I’ll still tell everyone of how good you’ve been to me. Even if you give death the victory, I’ll go leaving a legacy that You are the light to eternity. So no matter what comes in my life, “Even If” it’s the end, you are still God and worthy of it all. So, Father, you can rest knowing that “Even If,” I’m still on your side and will only bow to You.

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