Poetry

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with a pen and paper i write these poems and love stories
to fill my heart of these experience ive never felt
black ink is therepy for the heart and medicine for the mind
red ink is to express my rage when its hot
when it's cold it melts the ice
numbs the addiction of nicotine and dulls the convictions
lines of emotions, traces with extiction to fight
with words that play out with fluidity as i wipe
sadden by my inability to express myself of these crazed thoughts
dampended sleeves due to my habbit to clear my double vision sight
so i write...with a pen and paper as fight these temptations
temtations to go back to streets and make a quick drop off some cocain
wrong doings that cause a negetive effect that's why im now insane
schitzofrenia,imsonia,and bad anxiety i must live with now
memories and nightmares when my guns use to go pow
go ahead laugh at me now you right i am crazy
you guys were right take a bow now my head is lost amist the clouds
but it feels good to write thats why im up hear shinning down
no need to fight the phiscal fight now i fight a spiritual write
no more absurd arguments over block territories
no more letting my anger burst out loud
now i fight a spiritual fight
with a pen and paper in my hand chin on my right palms
intutitive I may look its not hard to witness
but it wasnt always like this when my life wasnt at a calm
with jesus he taught to forgive my dad for never being their
his words taught how to love my myself and my mom
so now it's up to me to to forgive myself now
so i write with a pen a paper to express my love to to this world
back then i quess i always have been a writer
though i chosed to write my life with my tears as ink and fears when i loose grip
blackink, red ink,and blue ink now... i just need to pick i color
its simple now black ink expresses my soul of my pass
red ink to express my anger of revenge that i carried out
but now i'll pick up the blue because now i write for peace
so thats why i write...

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