Healing

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a crush is just a crush untill it never goes away
that when you have an illness and it called a forever crush
love for the young lady as a fresh man in my high school days
even to today i still thing about you im addicted to you image
never really got to knew you i was a shy boy at the age of 13
moma told me never cross the scrimage
when it comes to girls she they just want wont you got
and that not the sex but the money
so back all i did was try to ingore her writing answer on paper ending my sentences with a dot
but i can get you out of my mind my soul is dieing
i need and angel to left me up from the place to new hieght
and i think you can do that
if i was back in school again i swear i just pull you to me and get what i want i hold you tight
but thats impossible so i'll just think of you as my forever crush....

when we did talked it was special
you ask me "where i'm from"
and i said "Africka"
you smiled then laughed
i was a nerd so i went back to doing my math
you said"why you aint talking nomore"
books and kindness gets you at the end ive learn and experience
now i just want to know was laughter because you was feeling me
why study hard when you can afford everything just buy sales on cleareance
think i was stupid?
so i said ?where are you from?
eyes down small smile she siad "im born here"
i was a funny dude back then so i said "if you born here why do you like like you came from afrika"
she laughed...
replying why because im black?'i said "yes"
girl you my forever crush...the one ill never get a chance to crush...

then one day i over heard saying to your friends that im the cutest chinese boy she'd ever seen
that there told me i had to make her my girlfriend
so i braided my hair got all dressed up to impress and clean
this shorty with the pretty face hips and bress
her image made digest all my fear of rejection so wont act a fool
got a rose in my pocket went up to her but boy was there, he i kisss he gave me a diss
she told him not to act like that
i missed my chnace so i guess youll remain my forever crush....

next school semister i started to change i was bad skipping school to cool with the boys
she was smart went to collage became a nurse...out of my league now
i fell for the nurses but none ever had my heart in trance of this forevercrush...
not expecting any while walking through the mall at my age now i saw so alone shopping for clothes, you notice me to we spoke for a while then then kids calling her momy ran up to her and a man whos now her husband dam i quess that boy had a forever crush for her too


"background track
'i could had you when i was young but i was to slow to react
now your with some other man besides me,your my forevercrush
i couldnt spoken up more being my out going and becuase of that youll remain my forevercrush
yea that you Somona"got a carreer married with kids for in a rush
but i learn something from you wne you want soemthing go and get even if it take a rush
forevercrush...

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