TITLE: my problem By Leann Mabrey 10/19/09 |
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Or worse, that I just don't care
But what I think and what I feel
isn't easy for me to share.
I feel like my prayers hit the ceiling
and then they hit the floor
Like they are just words
and nothing more.
Lately God feels so far away.
It's like he doesn't hear a word I say.
I wonder if he listens or even cares
about what I say in my prayers.
I know he's still up there
and I know he can still see
the problems in the world
so I wonder if its just me.
Is it just me He doesn't hear
Have I messed up too much?
Did I wait to long to make the changes,
To give up my issues, habits and such?
Did I miss my chance to be used by him?
Did He find someone else and decide to use them?
And if He now has no use for me
I wonder if His face I'll ever see.
So now you know my secret fear
And I'm asking,
How do I get back from here?
These words are too hard to say...
Is it too late? Will he ever again
hear me when I pray?
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