Testimonies

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I want to share with you the LOVE of JESUS and as I share this with you I want you to pay attention to the love the real LOVE of JESUS

Before May 16, 2007 I was truly at the end of my rope. . .I had no hope, I felt worthless, I believed I was nothing I truly believed I was the damned, I lived in darkness, I breathed death everyday. . . .I couldn't cry although I did all the time inside. . .I didn't know love although I saw it all around me. . .The psychiatrist told me that there was nothing he could really do for me he had tried me on most every drug out there for depression and mood swings and paranoia. . .nothing worked. . .instead I kept spiraling out of control. . .the final days of my existance was truly at hand. . .
My husband and I had a 9mm hand gun I would ever so often take it out and look at it. . .then I would rehearsh in my mind how and when. . .To be honest it wasn't just a thought it was only a matter of time I had already made it up in my mind that i was going to end my suffering by any way I could. . .I would sometimes cut myself just so that I could feel. . .I was so numb so lost so dead inside. . .I hated my life so much even my dear beloved husband commented one time that he had never known anybody that hated life as much as i did. . .
I was raised in church, my dad is a preacher. . .I heard GOD's word from an early age and as a child JESUS was awesome to me but things turned in life by the time I made it to the teen years I was a mess by the time I made it to the adult years I was an addict lost in my world of darkness, torment, torture, and death. . .
Since the age of 16 I tried to kill myself on several ocassions but thank you O' merciful LORD for every attempt failed. . .
So before May 16, 2007 I was at the end of myself. .. no one could reach me. . .I had realized that no human could save me. . .I truly felt hopeless. . .
May 16, 2007 maybe just another day in your life but to me it is the day I begin to live I begin to breath I begin to love. . .
That day JESUS walked in. . . that day HE rescued me . . .that day HE knelt down beside me and embraced me. . .that day was why HE took that beating that jerked HIS flesh off of HIS body, was why HE took the pain of being nailed to a cross, was why He was made a curse, was why HE died, and it also was why HE arose.
But you know HE did that not just for me but for anyone yes even you. . .
There is no pit to deep that HE can't reach you. . .
It does not matter what you have done. . .it is what HE has done. . .and what HE can do for you. . .
Now I don't walk around and wonder who i am for I know I am HIS
I have hope worth happiness joy and most importantly LOVE not because of me but because of JESUS
Even though life is full of struggles and troubles I have HIM and HE has me. . .
My friend this same JESUS can and will do the same for you. . .that I kid you not. .
HE is there and HE is just waiting on you. . .
Cause on May 16th I fell to my knees and at that very moment HE heard my cry and HE came and every since then HE has been with me. .
JESUS loves you and HE truly wants whats best for you. ..HE will not forsake you
I don't share my life for you to pity me because my testimony is not about me. . .it is about JESUS. . .HE is truly all we need in this life and the life after. . .

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