Song Lyrics

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Your life, my life
Is it all that different
I've made mistakes, there's no doubt
I'm not all that transparent

Sure I have secrets
Some I don't share
But lookin at you makes me wonder
If you care

You just can't block it out
With your headphones blarin
Do you really have a clue of
What my heart's bearin

If you don't care, then why should I
Cuz you're my sister; my blood
This frustration makes me want to cry

I got no way out
Do you think it's nice to hear
The way we scream and shout
Well I don't

If you only knew
How much pain I stiffle
The only rescuer I got
Is the Holy Bible

That's why I love God
Is that so bad
So I wanna be pure and go to heaven
Does that make you sad
This makes me mad

Watchin you pop the top of a beer
And smoke a cig stick
It makes me sick
I hate it

I don't want your life to turn out crappy
Maybe you think this poem is all too sappy
But I'm just trying to show you that I love you
And no one matters more to me than you do
You're the sis I look up to
But your future's lookin as scary to me as a clown screamin BOO
I don't want you
To go to hell
That's why your secret
I had to tell

You don't understand
I'm kinda ashamed
I don't know why you do it
And myself i've blamed
But now I know

I don't like all these lies
You've been tellin
I just don't want you
To end up as a convicted fellon

Maybe it's why i'm sittin here
Freezin my butt off
Maybe you think my heart has gone soft

But it's not all that way
I'm not clueless
I've said the same things that you say

And you know what
I'm happy that God's in my life
I used to be stupid
I've cut myself with a knife

I thought I had it the worst
Gettin made fun of all day
But sometimes you gotta sacrafice
To get your way

I'd rather be a martar
Then follow some of these kids
Who think they act like adults
And do whatever they want
Like I did

Yea i've skipped school
And i've kissed a few guys
But it's all in the past
I've learned a lesson and i've gotten wise

I need only one person to help me
I need my pain to be iced
I need the one thing that can save me
And that savior is Christ

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