Encouragement

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How do I love an unseen God?

How do I develop a "puppy dog love" of "I'll do anything you say" type surrendered passion for a God I cannot see?

As thoughts cycle through a potentially never-ending cycle of why and how come, I am drawn back to, "How do I love an unseen God?" What overrides the earthly desires and drives them to a point of "thoughtless abandonment" of love that is second nature? How do I get myself to the point where I instinctively love and follow after God?

I thought about picturing God through the words penned so eloquently by David in the Bible. Of how mighty, loving, merciful, fatherly, heavenly, and Holy God is. But these are "my" thoughts. A mental picture of who I think God is.

I thought of surrounding beauty God has graced this planet with. The lovely flowers, the beautifully painted sunrises and sunsets, the childish laughter of a little girl, the strength and beauty of a wild stallion, or the cool, clear, blue ocean water off the Hawaiian Islands. Another picture I created to inspire these earthly desires into loving a being I cannot see.

I thought of the scientific accomplishments that have been made that validate the human fetus in the mother's womb eight weeks after conception, the intricate and complicated organization of the atoms that surround us daily and of the vast differences within one species that flaunt the design of it's creator. Again, these are my thoughts that are being stimulated into realizing that only a higher being of greater knowledge and understanding could have created such things.

Then it happened, another bible study, another required memory verse to learn, and another small nudge back into the reality of God's world. I soon realized that all these thoughts were merely stepping-stones to the ultimate lesson God was going to teach. It was almost like He said, "Yes, the mental pictures you created of me were good and useful. Please use them, but you need more. I loved seeing the sparkle in your eyes when you looked around and surveyed the beauty I surrounded you with and placed you in. What pride I had when I saw you understand the detail of my creation and the depth of knowledge required in designing even the smallest creature of this earth. But child, there is still more. Take heart child, there is nothing you need to do or understand. This one is My doing."

"For it is I, God, who will work in you and cause you to willfully love me with childlike abandon. Come, Sit. Listen. I will show you great and wonderful things that you know nothing about. I created you - like Me. You are wonderfully made in My image. I gave you the desire to be apart of My world, even though you cannot see Me. I have graced you with the evidence of My hand."

"Do not worry, take heart, I will never leave you or forsake you. You are my pride and joy. No one can take you from me. I have given you Me through the Holy Spirit. He will always be with you. It is He who works in you to do the things I desire. Come. Sit. Listen. Come to Me in the morning. I will show you wonderful things I want to do through you and for you. Come. Sit. Listen. I will show you My love. I will fill your heart with My love, for I created you and I love you. No one loves you more than Me. No one knows your inner most thoughts, only I. I Am - loves you! Come. Sit. Listen."

"Listen to the songs I sing to you in the morning. Listen to the love letters I wrote you. Listen to the stories of My love, My power, My strength, My sorrows, and My joy. Be still. Listen. I AM here. I AM with you always. Simply rest. I AM loved you first. I AM loves you still."

I can only muster a whispered "thank you" as tears stream down my face. It had nothing to do with me all along. I AM was all I needed. Lord, what a wretched man I am. Forgive me for thinking it was something "I" needed to do. Cleanse my heart and mind of any thoughts of "me" Lord and wash me anew with your Holy presence. Remove the distractions of this world and the earthly desires of my heart and replace them with Your Holy Spirit. Fill me with the knowledge of Your love in the deepest recesses of my heart, that I may be passionately, willingly, and obediently Yours and only Yours. May Your love always be my love.

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