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Writing If the West Falls

by Bridget Howe
07/26/14
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Writing If the West Falls……..

Bridget S. Howe July 2014

I was sitting in my living room at my Apple Valley home when I heard the door bell ring.  The only problem was, I did not have a doorbell! That was only one of the many strange and disturbing incidents that occurred around my home seven years ago when I began searching for answers to troubling questions.  I would find footprints in my carpet that could not have been mine, and I lived alone.  My door would be unlocked when I came home from work daily when I knew I had locked it.  I came home to find a child’s handprint as plain as day on the my glass patio door.  I have no children in my house. Of course, consistently with the experience of every other  gang stalking victim I have spoken with or read about, things were always breaking that I was having to fix.  

I am not a journalist nor a professional author.  I have a college education that included the requirement of writing research papers continuously.  I don’t think I had a single semester that I was not required to write a paper of at least 10 pages.  One semester I actually had 10 research papers to do.  Before the days when every student had their own laptop that was a more than a little overwhelming .  If you were lucky back then you might have had your own typewriter with correct-o ribbon. I also spent seven years in the military in military intelligence.  I was trained to put the pieces of the puzzle together, and I have a puzzling kind of mind.  I  spent some additional time in the US Army Reserves in a Psychological Operations unit, and I took training in interrogation.  I understood psychological warfare.  So when the doorbell rang I put my puzzling kind of mind to work.

I heard the voice of the Holy Spirit tell me to go to the Library and start researching.  I had no idea where to begin.  Something was very wrong. No one would listen to me.  The Sheriff was not responding appropriately.  So I started with two words typed into a computer search engine, psychological harassment.  I began to read.  I happened first on an online book written by Mark Rich in 2006 called State-Sponsored Terror Campaigns; The hidden evil.  That’s when I learned about a troubling phenomenon that is sweeping the entire globe called gang-stalking.  I was shocked by what I read.  The lives of very decent very worthy citizens are being covertly destroyed by gangs of vigilante stalkers sponsored by the US Government.   That online publication is no longer available, but Mark Rich has published another book in hard copy called The Hidden Evil which is available at Amazon.com.  However, my search took me beyond simple gang stalking.  I was stunned at how much had been deliberately hidden from the American public.  Let me review.

Privacy is gone in this country.  Even before 911 the US Government was spying on American citizens.  One of Bill Clinton’s first acts as President of the United States was to sign into law a bill that required the makers of all electronics to put a back door in all electronic devices that would allow the US Government easy access to your computer, cell phone etc.  Of course anything the government can do a criminal can also do. That left us virtually defenseless against cyber crime.  Then there is microwave technology (Directed Energy Weapons) by which your most intimate thoughts can be read and printed out on a computer screen.  This technology also allows someone else to control all your bodily functions from a remote point as if you were some kind of robot.  Of course the criminals are taking advantage of this technology and the government has refused to address they issue because they are behind it.  They can cook your internal organs, blind you with microwave dazzlers, they can make you hear things and see things that are not there because they can bypass your eyes and ears and communicate directly with your brain.  This technology originally developed for warfare purposes is used to torture innocent civilians.  Gang stalking targets are being electronically raped.  They are suffering from painful muscle cramps, loss of sleep, hair loss, pain in the teeth and gums, light sensitivity and pain in the eyes, migraine headaches not to mention illnesses that cannot be diagnosed.  So a right to privacy in this country allows for a woman to take the life of the child in her womb, but you can no longer have a private thought, a private conversation or even control and defend your own body against abuse and exploitation.  Our country is sick. Our government is attacking us.  The rest of the world is following suite.

So I started writing.  I wrote with a sense of urgency on my heart.  God was all over me and all over that book, but so were the cyber criminals.  Obviously I had hit a nerve.  They tried everything to get me to stop.  I went through three laptops.  They locked me out of one by changing my password.  They crashed the second one within six months and on the third one they locked up the keyboard.  I never went online with any of them.  My only access to the internet at the time was a smart phone with an SD chip in it.  It worked.  But my computer was still being hacked even with the wifi disabled.  They would control the mouse on the laptop so I couldn’t work, and they would lock up the keyboard.   They would crash the thing and shut it off while I was working and I would loose work. I went to the library to continue working.  They destroyed two printers and stole the ink  out of two others so I couldn’t print.  Security software did not keep the  bullies out. I kept working and after four years I finally finished the manuscript.  However I spent almost a year reading though the manuscript several times trying to get the errors out that they put in.  It was a 400 page manuscript.  You can imagine how long it took me to proof read the thing and correct it each time.  Not to mention the fact that they spilled printer ink on my carpet.  I doused it with water and soaked it up.  It cost me money to purchase new ink cartridges.  I had to carry ink and everything else in my purse including software.  They got ahold of every piece of software I had and erased the drivers.  My “purse” was very heavy.  I tried carrying in on a wheels but they destroyed two wheel carts too.

So then I went searching for a publisher, and I choose WestBow press.  I thought they would be a reputable company and could help a first time author get through the publishing process.  Well it was a nightmare.  I had to redo the manuscript and put in footnotes instead of inline citations.  And of course that gave the stalkers more opportunity to mess up the manuscript.  They put so many errors in that thing it was maddening.  I finally decided to pay WestBow to correct the errors.  I had to tell them what to correct. It cost me $100 per 25 corrections.  All told I spent about $2500 correcting the errors.  Of course in the process I made several revisions.  I finally decided it was going to have to go the way it was because no matter how hard I tried to get out the errors more errors appeared.  The most blaring error was the statement in the manuscript about Hitlers appointment as Chancellor of Germany which occurred in 1933.  However my book said he was appointed Chancellor in 1993.   I wrote in the acknowledgments that I finished my freshman year at Mt. Vernon Nazarene College with a 3.7 GPA.  Then I wrote “I didn’t graduate with a 3.7, but I graduated.”  The hackers changed the statement to make it sound really stupid.  It said “I didn’t graduated with a 3.7, but I graduated.”  These stalkers are full of malice. I could feel them mocking me.  That’s what they do.  On the back cover I mentioned the Freemason/Illuminati conspiracy to rule the world.  They changed it to Freemason/Illumination.  They would move sentences around and change wording so the text was hard to read or didn’t make sense.  In one place I discussed genetically modified foods and corn seed that was sold to Mexican farmers that contained a spermicidal agent.  It killed sperm in Mexican males who ate the corn.  The stalkers changed it to Mexicans male instead of Mexican males.  I caught that error and fixed it more than once. Sometimes they would change a word instead of misspelling it so the spell checker wouldn’t catch it.  I  was mostly upset about the error pertaining to the year Hitler became chancellor of Germany.  I wrote each chapter of that book separately.  When I was finished with it I would copy and past it into the complete manuscript.  So I went looking for the original chapter that I had written.  Sure enough it said correctly that Hitler became chancellor of Germany in 1933.   

I was going through my corrections when I realized that the stalkers had messed up my footnotes.  I had over 900 footnotes.  I spent a four day vacation period doing nothing but checking every footnote to make sure they were correct and in the right spot.  That was a grueling four days.  I had an office in my apartment and the floor was strewn with articles I had pulled from the web and books I had read cover to cover in the process of the research.  I was reading though each footnote and checking the sources and some of them I had to really search for because the stalkers had changed and rearranged my footnotes so they didn’t make sense.  The entire time I was working they were hammering me with the microwave weapons.  I was electronically sexually assaulted for the four solid days I was trying to correct the footnote issue.  They also hammered my head and my spine with microwaves all in an effort to get me to stop.  Even after all that work there were still errors, though not at many and not as bad.  They are able to do this because they can access the  Directed Energy Weapons systems onboard overhead satellites.  They can lock on to your brain waves so that no matter where you go you cannot get away from them.  Dr. John Hall also a target and author of A New Breed, also experienced electromagnetic assault including rape.  His father had been in Law Enforcement so he was able to get some assistance.  They disabled the satellite for him.  I had no such connections. Dr. Hall is a Neurologist practicing in the state of Texas.  His book explores the gambit of  invasive satellite surveillance and electronic assault.  It is a frightening specter. He states

My issue lies in the inability of the government to safeguard the public from those illegally accessing the system.  In their attempt to maintain a cloak of secrecy over the existing technology, they have allowed a new breed of domestic terrorists to flourish in our country.  Thieves, rapists and sadists can now commit the perfect crimes under the protection of satellite surveillance.  Because the technology has advanced outside the boundaries of our judicial system, public awareness is currently our only defense.  As with other technologic advancements, the government will eventually have to address the issue due to  mounting public pressure [1]. 

I called the publisher when I found that error pertaining the Hitler’s appointment as Chancellor and told them to pull the book.  I had worked so hard to get it right and I had paid dearly for it. All told I paid WestBow press over $5000 to publish that book.  I had no one to help me, and here’s why.   For most gang stalking targets, asking for help is usually pointless.  The stalkers believe they are “fixing” someone’s personality.  They have been fed a lie that grabbed ahold of their gullible minds that people’s personalities can be erased and they can be reprogrammed like computer is reprogrammed.  Of course they aren’t erasing criminal personalities.  People who are principled and have a moral or ethical code or  are high on their list of personalities that need to be erased and reprogrammed.  The erasing the human personality is accomplished by trauma and abuse. This is the same principle used in Satanic Ritual Abuse and North Korean style brainwashing.  It is all trauma based mind control. However, it is all done covertly, so catching the criminals is next to impossible.  The target is almost defenseless because proving the crime is occurring is almost impossible.  Targets who complain are typically labeled mentally ill.  Contrary to the opinion of Dr. Hall, most targets including myself believe that the Government is fully aware of what is happening and is in fact sponsoring it.  Therefore, Law Enforcement, the medical and psychiatric systems and the Bar Association are all cooperating.   Jewel Krayan, author of Electronic Torture, Electronic Rape, called the police because of electronic assault, and the Police carted her off the the psych ward, in handcuffs!  She sat in the back of the squad car reading her own thoughts as they were displayed on the computer screen in the front of the vehicle. 

The police handcuffed me and took me to the hospital. I was aware the police officer had written down things I had not said. I questioned him about it, and he seemed upset I had noticed. I was aware while I was in the squad car that my thoughts were appearing on the computer screen in the squad car. At the hospital, it was obvious that my condition or problem was already decided, in a very cruel and insulting way. I really think they may have been attempting to provoke rage. I chose not to take the bait. I think this made them angry. I was given a shot to “clam” me. I had been dozing off in the squad car. I could not have been calmer. I was exhausted. I could barely move. The demeanor of the “nurse” made me feel very unsafe. I think the drug was speed. It made me hyperactive, and barely able to control my body. I was shaking and ice cold. I was now unable to sleep, sit, or stand still. There was nothing I could do about the situation. It was a lose/lose setup. I ended up in the Psych Ward. I later obtained my medical records, and there was no record of the shot. The purpose of the shot was to allow the cult to continue the game [2].

The problem is that gang-stalkers are very very deceitful.  They have to have everyone in the target’s environment cooperating with the game, otherwise it won’t work.  So they use many and varied methods of getting cooperation even from very decent principled people.  The  system is under obligation to comply. All are persuaded not to provide any support to the target in question.  That of course would ruin the program. In any case, I was not able to find anyone to help me with the manuscript of my book.  There may have been some undercover ops who were trying to help, but I am not covert and so I have a hard time trusting people who are being nice to me who I can’t actually see. 

There are some very highly educated but very satanic minds behind this gang-stalking crime.  Then there are people who were gullible enough to believe the lie.  According to David Lawson, Terrorist Stalking in America also now out print,   many gang stalkers are people who are underemployed, underprivileged, underdogs who were made to feel that they would be doing something very important and so they bit the apple.  They get to be titled “operative” and they are doing something undercover.  It makes them feel important. Unfortunately many targets are railroaded into becoming stalkers.  People who were once very stable and responsible citizens are backed into a corner economically until they have no choice.  Make no mistake, there are stalkers out there from every walk of life.  I actually worked at the National Security Agency for three years when I was enlisted in the US Army.  I never once believed that I was involved in something immoral or illegal.  Neither do I believe any of my fellow soldiers would have been willing to participate in anything immoral or illegal.  Considering current events, it is plain to see the organization is corrupted.  Stalkers are likewise deceived to gain their cooperation. Deceiving the American public and gaining their cooperation in accomplishing their very un-American mission has become an art form to those ruling our nation.  The National Security Agency is part of that deception. They deceive even the elect.

I pondered over what to do with my book.  I refused to spend another dime to fix it. I published it anyway.  It was an assignment I had to finish.  The material in that book I felt was too important not to publish.  Even with all the errors the message of that book needed to get out.

There were errors in that book that I claim responsibility for.  I read that thing so many times, but there were things I got confused about like when to capitalize the word church etc.  I think I finally got it straight.  The one error I deeply regret is in the part where I discussed the illegal bankruptcy declared in a secret session in congress in which this country was handed over to the Rothschild banking system in payment of the debt incurred from WWI.   That happened in 1933 also.  It was kept hidden from the American public.  Our government was declared ipso facto defunct.  According to the record of the bankruptcy, we were declared a communist/socialist country [3].  But they didn't  tell us.  They kept sending us to the poles to vote for things that would not disrupt their agenda for world dominance.  The kept us chasing a carrot.  In 1993 in Congress a former Youngstown Ohio Sheriff, Congressman James Traficant Jr. exposed the bankruptcy that was hidden from the American public.  He found the original documents pertaining to that session in congress and read them aloud in the House of Representatives.  For that He was sentenced to 7 years in prison.  The problem was that the documentation that I found pertaining to that bankruptcy was confusing.  It appeared that the discussion of the bankruptcy from 1933 was being mixed up with something that was discussed in 1993.  I thought a relative of Mr. Traficant had spoken out in 1933.  I finally realized too late that I was wrong. Mr. Traficant was being a true American and being faithful to his duties and responsibilities to the American people and he suffered for it.  He deserves credit, and lots of support.  He was telling the truth.  They got him on tax evasion which appears to be a typical ploy when they want to punish someone who has done nothing wrong.  

One other thing that bothered me was the issue of Freemasonry.  I was first cued in that Freemasons and the Illuminati are at the core of the world domination effort by the work of Christian author Robin de Ruiter in World Wide Evil and Misery.  What a title for a book!  He wasn’t kidding.  He discussed Freemasonry in his book and the problem of luring even principled people to participate in their game.  The problem is the deception involved, so people who get involved at the bottom level have no idea that they have joined a Luciferian cult.  The problem is the oaths that they have to take.  They become demonized and trapped.  Robin de Ruiter believes that there is no way out once they take that path [4], and that is the position I took in my book.  It may be because of the constant surveillance the cult operates over their members and the fact that those who try to leave get harassed and hounded to the point their lives are nearly destroyed.  Ruiter indicates there is also a spiritual harassment that occurs inwardly because of the demonization involved.  Freemasons refer to it as “that other person living inside of me”. I believe there is  hope for those trapped in the occult.  Jesus shed his blood to set captives free.  

The thing that concerns me now is that the American Christian Church is sitting on a ticking time bomb and doesn’t seem to understand.  We are in trouble!  I am concerned that there is going to be a day when all the publishing houses, the internet and anyone or any organization that is working to get any truth out is going to be shut down or dominated by a government that has gone completely rogue.  In fact I am sure of it.  In congress right now Sen. Patrick Leahy (D-Vermont) is fighting to keep the government from taking the internet away from the general population.  The US Government has decided they want only businesses to have access to the internet.  Yah and I know why! Corporate American owns the air waves.  They control the news media and they are very capable of blinding the public to their actions.  Unfortunately there are writers, journalists and the like who are still telling us the truth via the internet.  It has been a free for all and those who know the the public news media will not tell us the truth  are telling us all over the web.  One of these days even that is going to be gone.  I know this because the Bible says so.  In Revelation 11:3-12 we told of two witnesses who are standing in the streets of Jerusalem shouting out to passersby.  Why are they standing in the street shouting?  Because they are banned from the airwaves, they can’t publish a book or an article and they have no access to the web.  There is no other way for them to tell people the truth.

One thing I learned in the process fighting for the book I wrote, is that this country is crawling with undercover operators.  Not all of them are bad.  I know I have friends out there.  I never see them and they never talk to me because they can’t.  But they are with me.  I can’t even tell you the number of times they provided support to counteract all the devils attacking me.  I can’t even tell you what they did, because there would be a backlash from the stalkers.  Stalkers don’t want anybody providing support to the people they are attacking.  They think they are doing something scientific and they have to have everyone’s cooperation in order for them to complete their task.  Of course committing murder without it looking like murder is science too, but that does not make it right.  There are people in this world who are smart enough to know that.  There are undercover angels out there who have fought beside me. I can feel it in my spirit and I occasionally have a bit of evidence to support that belief.  One day I want to find them in heaven and dance with them on streets of gold. 

The title of the book If the West Falls… comes from a statement made by a Yugoslavian Catholic Priest. He said, “Tell the Americans to hang on to their freedom.  It is bad here, but we always have hope.  We can always run to the west.  But if the west falls, there will be no place for our children to run.” 

1. John Hall, MD, A New Breed: Satellite Terrorism in America(1st, Strategic Book Publishing, New York, Ny 2009) 116.

2. Jewel Krayan, (2012-02-20). Electronic Torture, Electronic Rape: Technology and Gang Stalking at the Post Office (Kindle Locations 990-994).  . Kindle Edition. 

3. James Trafficant, Jr., Speaker-Rep (Ohio) addressing the House; The Bankruptcy of the United States (United States Congressional Record, March 17th, 1993 Vol. 33, page H-1303; http://www.afn.org/~govern/bankruptcy.html, accessed July 24, 2012).

4. Robin de Ruiter, Worldwide Evil and Misery: The Legacy of the 13 Satanic Bloodlines (1st, Mayra Publications, Europe, 2008) 45.