We, you, me are made righteous through Yahvah. Do you have any idea what that means?!?! It means the past, is just that, the past. You are forgiven, point blank period. It doesn't matter how you feel, or what you think, or what you think you know.... We, you, me are made righteous through Yahvah... That means you have a clean slate in life.... I know the guilt is heart wrenching and you feel like you are the worst person in the world.... you are not...not even close, because once you let Yahshua(Jesus) and Yahvah(God) in, everything is forgiven and forgotten, thrown into the sea of forgetfulness. How awesome is that!!!! You are a new creation, born again. You have a chance to do things righteously because we, you, me are made righteous through Yahvah!!!!