Encouragement

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Two = Witness,Separation
When God calls your child home!!!!
How do you begin to tell people who ask the question how many children do you have, bringing up the memories of God calling your sweet child home to be with him.yes it's easy to just say i have x amount of kids and not mentioning that one has gone on to be with the Lord because if you do People have a habit of saying "i'm so sorry to hear that! What happened?" it's hard enough to deal with the day to day tasks of holding yourself together without having to relive that moment when you hear those words that your seed is no longer here.My child was murdered by his mother's boyfriend he broke my 2 years old neck that in it self is hard to deal with let alone he only got 3 years in prison for the crime claiming he was insane and is walking the streets now as if nothing happened.I had moved to california to get away from the life of selling drugs, that God didn't intent for me to live, so i came here to give my life to Christ and become who the Lord meant for me to be, i was here for 4 months when i came home from church and my mother called and told me my son was gone,it seemed like a bad dream or trick from the enemy to give up on the Lord and go back to a life of crime i took everthing in me not to break down and go look for the boy who did it.Vengence is mine said the Lord and i really had to hold on to that, cause my flesh was saying something totally different.It's been 7 years since that day and time heals but the pain will always be there,people like to say you have to move on but until they go though it they will never understand the emtpyness you feel inside. Next month Feb.12 is the anniverary of the day he when home and is also the birthday of my oldest son, I know he is in a better place, but sometimes i would like to hold him,kiss him and say Daddy loves you son. So i live day to day praying for the strenght to go on and be the best dad i can be to my other kids and forgive the person who took from me something that can never be replaced. To all who have been thought this my prayers are with you and may The Lord bring you to a place of peace in your heart. God Bless All who read and Hear the word of God. PART 2 of this story is about the healing process that took place in my life to bring me to a place of peace and most of all forgiveness.

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