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By Rachel Jamerson
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I closed the blinds and began filling the dishwasher. The pain in my heart was so severe I could hardly breathe. It’s something I lived with every day. The last thing I thought of at night and the first when I opened my eyes in the morning. People were pleasant when unavoidably in my presence but quickly moved on. I wanted to talk about my pain, it seemed to help some, but I could see it made others uncomfortable. The phone calls were short usually just a “thinking about you,” and visits were nonexistent.
I cried a lot, prayed a lot and walked the floor a lot. I questioned every relationship I had. I began to think no one was genuine, that their acts of kindness were artificial gestures. I cried out to God from the depths of my being but nothing changed. It took weeks before I began to respond to God’s leading. It was then I realized God was using my pain to heal old wounds. Wounds I had nourished for years all the while claiming faith in God and acceptance of His will in my life.
It takes pain to produce change. If a perceived offense is nurtured, it will grow into a root of bitterness. Once the offense has produced bitterness, the only way it can be destroyed is to pull it out by the roots. When it gets to this point, God will have to remove it. This action can be intensely painful.
For if we would judge ourselves, we should not be judged. But when we are judged, we are chastened of the Lord, that we should not be condemned with the world. 1 Corinthians 11:31-32 (KJV)
As believers, we can avoid God’s judgement by judging ourselves. Simply forgiving the offender will put an end to the matter. If allowed to grow unchecked, eventually the bitterness will consume its host. God will judge His people.
For we know him that hath said, Vengeance belongeth unto me, I will recompense, saith the Lord. And again, The Lord shall judge his people. It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God. Hebrews 10:30-31 (KJV)
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Well written but some emotions still hidden by pain. Write with the inner emotions that need released that the pain may turn into revealed memories of the pleasant days.
I give "The Value of Pain" an A+ rating. Thanks for writing and sharing!
Linzy Bruno