The troubles I have, the pain inside
are much to deep, I run and hide.
When I finally come out it is waiting for me,
I close my eyes so that I can't see.
I forget it's inside so I open my eyes,
I face the truth there is no more lies.
I have lost my mind and I forget who I am,
I try to remember how this all began.
Everyday it seems, my life goes wrong,
I have to wonder if I will ever be strong.
I wonder why I am here and if I should feel this way,
will I find who I am and will I be okay?
I feel that I have died, yet my body remains,
to soak up the hate, tears and the pain.
Not much longer til' my body shall fall,
will I get up to walk or be left to crawl?
I have grown so weak, I will soon disappear,
and the only thing left will be a rejected tear.