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And it states in his word in the book of Romans 8:28 (NLT) that, “He makes all things work”…I had that verse given to me as my life verse and recall it every day of my life to remind myself that God is working in my life and making me into the person that He sees me in the future.
How hard this as I am struggling in turmoil of waves that seems to threaten to knock me off or bury me in chaos of storms. I stare at it with fear and with the only hope that lights my heart to courage, one thought, one constant reminder; that God is in control. I think of Peter and can only sympathize that at the moment of faith, and of wondrous acts did he falter in maintaining his view on the true Savior and find himself slipping in darkness. How many times do I find myself walking on water, floating on a cloud that seems to descend with every earthly minute that passes, only to find myself in series of exams that are to prove my growth inside my soul.
My distress I can not express to anyone with ear to hear, my sorrow builds as though I were in a battle and my fingers could not bare to lift the sword another fight that I must face and pray that God gives me the strength. I am exposed and crushed and yet I know my Lord is near, for He loves me dearly and though I know my trials, I fear, in the end I know I will be near to Him and my soul that for the moment breaks and cries with deep anguish will one day become the person that God sees in my future and loves so dear.
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