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Topic: Embarrassed (07/19/07)
TITLE: Behind Nancy May's smile
By paula pinto
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Intelligent was a mere understatment to describe Nancy, and dedicated didn't say enough either. Everything she did, she did whole heartedly. Her smile, her laugh, and her eencouraging words demonstrated that she had the love of Christ to share with others. Yet when I'd speak about his love for her, her eyes would point downwards as though she couldn't receive it.
After graduating college, she got a job planning political functions right outside of Washington,DC, nearly a 200 miles from the church where we attended, and we bid our last goodbyes during a Friday night youth service.
"You know Nancy, some people come into a church and when they leave, its though they are taking a piece of the church with them," I tearfully said to her. She smiled, and hugged me goodbye. I handed her a package I had got her with a devotional bible, and a card with the meaning of her name on it, 'Nancy.. Full of Grace.'
Thirteen years went by before the next time she walked through the doors of our church. My oldest son whom Nancy useto rock to sleep was thirteen and now Nancy was holding a baby of her own.
She told me how her husband wanted to attend the service with her but had to work overtime.
"You look even more beautiful then you did thirteen years ago Nancy."
"Thank you," she said confidentaly.
Her response was different then anything I had remembered.
"Lisa," she said. "Thirteen years ago I either didn't know how beautiful I was or I interpreted beauty as a bad thing. I was hidding behind the wounds some man had given to me as a little girl, alone and embarassed."
My eyes began to water.
"You'd tell me Jesus loved me and I couldn't believe any man did. I thought they were all the same, Christ included. Eventually he would do me wrong to...I thought. And when I'd think about all the years I spent blamming him for the malice of some other man, I thought, who am I to be forgiven? I never thought I was so important.
"Nany, I wish I would have known. I would have done something to help you," I said.
"I know you would have. And you did," she continued.Three years ago I was cleaning out an old wallet and came across a card you gave me with the meaning of my name, "Full of Grace," and soemthing happened to me. I saw myself as a lady, something God had created with a purpose, but also I saw a God who could help me to forgive and I could find healing. I learned what it was to be loved that day and what it is to to love."
I reached out my arms and wrapped them around her.
The love she showed that day was even greater then I remembered it to be as when she was a teenager, and for the first time I could feel her receiving all the love I had for her as well.
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