I write for god but theres is somthing you should know about me i am a suffere of manic epression i suffer and have the following symtoms Mania Symptoms of Manic Depression Inappropriate elation. Inappropriate irritability. Severe insomnia. Grandiose notions. Increased talking speed and/or volume. Disconnected and racing thoughts. Increased sexual desire. Markedly increased energy. Poor judgment. Inappropriate social behavior. Persistently sad, anxious, or "empty" mood. Feelings of hopelessness, pessimism. Feelings of guilt, worthlessness, helplessness. Loss of interest or pleasure in hobbies and activities that were once enjoyed Fatigue, decreased energy, being "slowed down." Whether this iwll effect my writing or give me greater insight i don tknow let God be with my work