Tom, I am a woman, but I read your poem hoping to learn more about how men think and feel.
It is not clear to me what relationship you see between loving too many and your present longing for someone to trust you. The verses before the last one, led me to think you felt cheated and that you want someone you can trust. But then you end with a plea for someone to trust you. Did your wives/girlfriends not trust you? Did you need more trust from them to make your relationships last? I'd like to see you expand on the poem to help the reader connect the dots.
The last line asks God to send you your "angle". I have a hunch you meant "angel".