I had a nervous breakdown and the doors shut on everything.
When God told me it was time for healing I didn't really know what He was going to do. But I heard his voice when He asked me 'Do you trust me?'.
I said yes but it was then everything fell apart. I did my back in so I couldn't work, I lost my flat, my mother took my daughter and was on medication and under the hospital for 3 weeks.
I was then led onto a very strange path and was abused for the next 2 years but this in actual fact was my childhood abuse coming to a head as I was a victim of a paedophile ring. Very few know this about me and it has taken 7 years for the Lord to reveal the truth of this.
When I came away from my abusive situation the Lord had told me He would meet me. He did in the flesh! I was walking up the hill with my dog where I lived. This man a stranger started walking with me and as I was debating which hill to take as I had a bad back I found myself walking up the steepest hill in my town and my back didn't twinch at all.
He listened to all my troubles and I found as I walked with Him he knew my fears of man but at the end of the path he turned to me and smiled put his hand on my forehead. It was the most beautiful smile I have every seen. I knew something had happened to me and couldn't get his image out of my mind.
As I asked the Lord to tell me who it was he simply said 'it was me'. Just like Isaiah and Ezekiel I couldn't say anything for a long time. The Lord leads me now to share when it is right. Many have not believe me but some have. I know without a shadow of a doubt that I met the Risen Lord just like Mary in the bible.
4 years down the road now I am completely off my medication which I had been on for over 15 years and free of depression that I have had all my life since childhood because of the abuse.
I love the Lord with all my heart and work online for him writing. I have trouble reading (although not the bible) but the Lord helps me.
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ISN'T OUR LORD GREAT!!! I AM SO GLAD YOU SHARED YOUR EXPERIENCE. HE IS OUR GREAT HEALER AND FRIEND. GOD BLESS YOU AND DO NOT GIVE A SECOND THOUGHT TO THOSE WHO DO NOT BELIEVE YOU...I KNOW YOU SAW HIM AS I DID.
