God bless you in your pain and suffering. I know it hurts to the core of your being. Rejection is a painful thing that tries to kill the soul but it can't, unless we let it. But thanks be to God He loves to hear us tell Him how much we love Him and He loves us even more.
The one thing i have learnt in life is that we must always do our part right.If this poem is about you then you did the right thing.Abba Father loves you more than any earthly father ever could.
Be blessed as you continue to be a blessing.