You can run but you cannot hide from the horrible pain inside. The pain of rejection, left alone, cast aside. How it hinders me and bruises my pride. I search near and far for a glimpse of the truth. Why was I left alone at such a young age? Why would my Mother forsake me? I am so full of rage? The pain is unbearable, what turmoil inside. I carry shame and guilt, castaway thrown aside. How do I go on and live in this world? This place is so gloomy and dark, dear Lord shine your light please do not miss this mark. Iím here in this crack, this tiny whole in the dark, my arms are stretched wide, Iím the one cast aside! A hopeless case canít you see, for know one really wanted me!!
I sit and I wait for you to rescue me dear Lord. No one knows me better than my Savior, my Friend. You held me their when I was nothing but clay, you breathed your life into me, you whispered my name, therefore I was never birthed out of shame! I was created for you alone, to be used for your glory and sit at your throne. I am made in your image, so beautiful and strong, intelligent and gifted, I simply marvel at myself. Who would ever have thought such a long time ago, when I first felt the pain of rejection, you had a plan of your own to bring me back to a place of wholeness, love and acceptance. A place of Shalom, nothing missing or broken, a place found only in you; dear Lord what a blessing a treasure unveiled, I am restored, and refreshed in you!!
I now speak to all who have lost their hope of ever returning from darkness, donít believe this lie of the enemy for there is a remedy created just for you. You only need to speak one word, and this darkness has to flee. Speak the name of JESUS and watch what happens, you are immediately released from captivity! All power and authority has been given to you from the beginning of time, you simply need to believe in the truth of his Word available to all of mankind. Before he spoke the world into existence, before you took your first breath, he was there with you watching over you to see, if one day you would return to the one who created thee. Now you know the truth, for the truth is what sets you free, our people perish from lack of knowledge so go forth and share this wealth, in order to help another who has lost his sense of self.