Letters from Father 052607
As long as you are living, your shadow will be with you. As long as the sun shines on a world of good and evil, there will be both light and shadow. If it hinders you, it is because you fear the darkness as though it had power over you. Fear is a power unto itself. It does not come from any source of creation. It creates nothing, save that which is done by those responding to it. Doubt, in a world were I am Master, is a lie. Fear is a lie. You have said many times of me that I must know what I am doing, and yet you do not trust that I love you or your brothers and sisters enough to die for you upon the cross so that not one of you would be lost – even the worst of you.
Of all the things you do that pain me son, your transgressions are not among them. You pain me with your doubt in my love and forgiveness. It is total, for you. The only victory that the devil might achieve is in tempting you to doubt in yourself in and in Me. It is the only battlefield on which he fights, and thinks to have victory, if but for a day.
You saw clearly last night that his works are not to defeat you, but to delay you. He bars your path with the defeats that you feel you suffer, not realizing that you have never been defeated. Humiliation, temptation, sin, suffering, exhaustion – these are not defeats son. They are only defeats from one who expects perfection from himself, and lacks the humility to accept that he needed a savior to die for his imperfections. You are not yet perfect son, yet you expect yourself to be perfect in everything. This does not stem from the love and joy of your boyhood, but the fear and anger of your manhood.
I will never reject you, son. I know that you do not yet believe this. You constantly speak of accepting that I may cast you in Hell for My own good purposes. While it moves me, in the way it should, that you would accept My will over your own life (though you harbor small resentment at the idea, for the aforementioned reason), it wounds me that you believe that I would cast you aside so callously.
Son, more that many of my children who have suffered and felt rejected, you almost tempt me to come down from the heavens with rapture upon you. If I were not a God of principle, I would. If I did not see your future path, and have absolute faith in you, I would. Believe me, however, that when – and I say when – you get to heaven (and not on the merits of your perfections!) you will get an earful from me on the subject.
It is true that I am unknowable by nature, but sometimes I would prefer that you looked on me as another man. Specifically, I wish you would look on me as your human father. I was once human, son. I know of your temptations, and your sufferings. I know the exhaustion of walking two miles, when you though one would do. I know the hurt and the rejection of your fellow man hearing the best of your heart, and pushing it aside callously or blindly, or out of fear. That does not mean that it falls on deaf ears son, or that it is diminished in its beauty and brilliance. My word has lasted two thousand years, with the work of translation, enduring in its beauty – and yet it is still criticized, pushed aside, and trivialized.
You cannot judge your work by the reaction it receives. This is why I ask so many writers to write for me, or for themselves. Not all writers who work for Me will be thrust into the vast eye of the public. Sometimes, an article written in brilliance and in My word will reach only one other person. That does not diminish it, or My need for it to be in the world. Your writing has reached more than one person, largely on its own merit.
You and I both know that you are capable of more, and that your writing will reach a broader stage. You resent the idea of “paying dues”, and I understand why. Many a brilliant artist felt as you do now, for the same reason. Yet, many a brilliant artist who lived in an age of instant gratification, who did not have to play their time on a smaller stage, were diminished in what they gave to the world simply because they tossed aside what they considered trivialities. They did not invest in the small part, because only center stage would do for them. They never learned that a small part in a play can have a greater impact upon an audience than a large one. Some of your favorite actors of the screen sought to play the part of a “small” man who does something big, and some of the actors you detest are the ones that constantly put themselves in the shoes of the ridiculously unbelievable superhero. So, be content to play on the smaller stage.
The readership here is not a readership of readers, but fellow writers. I have made you to be a teacher, so what better forum to write in that one in which you teach by sharing? Did not Christ teach by example? Good readers recognize your skill, and your word, and have learned from it. It is impossible for all of them to convey this to you, any more than it is possible for all aspiring artists to convey this to the artists that inspired them.
You must stop concerning yourself with approval. When you have My approval, then what approval could you need of men?
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I knew this was going to be good, because everytime I started to read it, I was called away by someone or something. Satan obviously didn't want me seeing this. Your insight spoke directly to what I am battling right now -- fear. (Not in writing per se, but in life.) I am in a spiritual war, and I needed to "hear" what you had to share. Thank you, Sheri
James, this was riveting. It was well written and very clear in the message it gives. You have a special talent for wording. God Blesses your writing many times over. Heed what is being said and share this talent with as many as you can.
Terrific lesson. One I had to learn the hard way--here--as well. I'm so glad you shared it. Keep on keeping on. God will prosper you in the right way and at the perfect time.
What can I say? You especially touched me with the thoughts that fear and doubt are lies, and yet that is exactly what I do many times over. Our pastor has gone as far as saying that fear and doubt are sins for which we should repent when we receive revelation of the Lord's love and omnipotence in our lives. This was powerful, James. I know it will touch many who are in a similar state in their faith walk.
James, this is touching, heartfelt and saturated with God's love, and message, for you....and for us other sons and daughters, too. I loved the line about walking two miles when one would do. (Have you ever noticed how far Joseph walked, for naught, to please his earthly father as he went out to find his brothers?) So many times we seem unable to live in our imperfections. Do we know, at some level, how imperfect we truly are? Do we crave the perfection we will find after our death? I have a friend who is dying. The thing she craves the most is her freedom from sin's pull (though no one can see that in her!) Thanks for sharing your childlike fears and failings with us, but, most importantly, thanks for sharing our Father's answers!
I am sitting here with tears cascading down my face, you have touched the very depths of my soul.
Very well put. An excellent lesson / reminder of our place in greater things.
James, this is beautiful. How much we need to hear this - all of us. My only quibble - don't forget he still is human - the Man in heaven who intercedes for you (and me) constantly. God bless you, Helen
This is astounding, one of those I won't forget. I am taking a college level class on the prophetic and the last class was on rejection. The teacher said it's the prophet's cornerstone, get used to it, because it's His refiner's fire. As we prayed she asked the Lord to make sure the only name I needed to see was my name in His book. It was amazing but sigh...I will still run to the FW boards to see how I did I'm sure...but this is a masterpiece to keep me in check!