I do not write for the Lord because I am good at it. I do not write for the Lord because I have energy and dedication. I do not write for the Lord to pass time. I write for the Lord because He has allowed me to do so. You see, He saw me as a low sinner who knows very little, and sometimes messes up, very much. He saw me in my sickness, weakness, and imperfections. He saw me covered in "mud" and he saw the guilty stains on my heart. He sees my brokeness, stubborness, bitterness, and confusion. But instead of turning away, He extends His nail scarred hand to me. He helps me up, even when I don't feel like I can get up again. He makes me smile, even when smiling is the last thing I feel like doing. He calls me beautiful, when I feel ugly. He calls me princess, when I don't even feel worthy to be His maid. See, I write for the Lord ut of gratitude. I am not a scholar, I am not ingenious, I am not a good speaker, nor am I a bold person. I am a messenger. God does not use the angels in heaven to share His heart with men. He uses other men and woman who are saved by grace and know His goodness firsthand. I write for the Lord because He does so much for me. I want to share His goodness, not my intellect. I want to show of His mercies, and His wisdom.....I sometimes do not feel worthy to write for the Lord. But He put it on my heart to be his messenger in this way, to tell of His goodness. I pray that when yuo read my work, you don't see it as mine, but of the Holy Spirit....its His words, His heart, I am just telling of His truths.