1)It came(being your most dramatic failure) when your heart was open and your eyes were fixed but on the wrong thing. *Anger rose its ugly head from outside of you as a force and teamed up with rebellion to come at your heart being open.( The bible says gaurd your heart).
*You chose anger because you thought you would be safer and better off protecting yourself from the enemy through hiding behind anger and your attitude. You thought you would push people away before they got the chance to hurt you. You thought by this you would'nt be hurt, thus reach your destiny. Instead rebellion slithered into your soul and broke you.
2)What anger? What rebellion? *The Anger in this case was the force in which Lucifer tried to use to be head over all when he was in heaven. Man has this anger as well and it is a mean spirit that wishes to destroy anything that gets in its path out of utter frustration because of ones own shortcomings.
The rebellion was the action which came after the thought of selfish, pride, deceit, and a spirit in which you wanted to do anything out of The Will of God. Gods Will for you and your destiny was taking to long according to your mind, which was in a carnal state. Therefore you went about making decisions or choices for your life without The Guidance and Will of God.