no longer a child
no longer a young girl of adolescence
Expiration of raising baby girl is past due.
As she felt she wasn't yet prepared,
time ran out for her,
while she was forced to let go.
She searches and questions
but her ears seem to be mute to answers.
When she doesn't want to hurt
she occupies, her mind, her feelings on irrelevant matters of her heart.
Two months have pass and,
at nights she is still deprived of sleep.
She desperately wants a word.
Not sure of what she is searching for
she knows her quest lies further than her own understand.
Her life, has not been altered
instead destined to undergo this process.
Women from girl, child to adult
she seeks desperately for her purpose.
Submitting herself to his service
as if possessed at last by love.
her stife will once again attain fulfilled joy.