some times my body feel a certain way
this feeling has been lasting for over 880 days
this feeling is agitation it is just soo badly great
makes my body feel like its constantly on vibrate
every thing i do i feel soo soo rushed.
inside my spirit feels soo soo crushed.
I donít know what to do i just cant relax
even as i write this im still not relaxed
wanted to relax soo bad
so for about a year or 2 i went bad
tried to take away my agitation
by smoking some of gods creation
i know its not right, because its bad fior your body and mind
but i kept smoking it and smoking it putting the schedule of my future behind
the thing was it relaxed me for an hour so
then my agitation was worse oh no
so I smoke some more until the day has gone by and i smoked soo much i cant even talk
finally put all this behind step up to the plate dealt with my agitation like a man it was a hard walk
so now the days are passin by and im finally off the pot
but Iím still feeling my agitation even the doctors meds arenít working
so im on my knees the only thing i can do left
is get down on my knees and pray
i still have tension till this day
but when your on your knees and pray gods cares about you know yours going threw something rough
he knows were only made to be so tough
so what does he give me in my life , small kids
there sweet little touch and voice
gives me that second of relaxation and feeling good
then it goes away right after that moment the kid stops holding my hand
then I feel like I have existing in me a rock band
but god cares for me and I know that
so I put on my batters helmet and step up to bat
one day I will be healed
until that day my lips are sealed.
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