I was one of those people you hated to go to the doctor. I remember what my mother said to me. If I only had stay home and wouldn't have went to the doctor. I wouldn't be sick right now. It hurt me to see my mom suffer and take treatments that made her worst instead of better. Now I was in the same situation. Who was going to take care of my wife and children. Tears ran down my cheek. I don't care how big you are or how close to the lord you are. It is something you never want to hear from the doctor. After riding around for a while I decided not to let her or the children know for a while. Me and my wife had a special marriage. After ten years of being together I still got excited when we held hands or sat together. She was the most beatiful woman I had ever seen. And she had a heart of gold.I thank God every night for her. But the cancer was eating me away. Once I told her we spent every minute together. She told me not to give up but I remember what happen to my mom. I was down to eighty pounds and we just got done praying. My wife told me she would see me in the morning. But I knew that I would be lucky to make it. I prayed that he would give me more faith. Then I saw lighting and heard thunder, but there was no rain in the forecast. I look up to see a being standing next to me. And like pulling a tissue from a box the being pull my soul from my body. We began to go up. I was scare to death. Again lighting kept flasing. We came to a set of gates. And right inside was a creator with hundreds of red eyes. It made me feel that they could see every sin that I have done. I was so scare, I didnt know if I was dead or dreaming. As I look up I could see the thone of God. There was a light so bright that I couldn't look staight at it. Then I heard a voice telling me not to fear. And it wasn't my time yet. And to go back and tell everyone what I had seen and that he loves us and he died for us. I was no longer scare. I heard thousands seeing phaises. We started back and when I woke up my wife was there. It was morning and I told my wife I was hungry. And when doctors check me for cancer it was gone. That was two years ago and I am studing to be a pastor. The next time you ask God for something give him time to answer you. God wants us to seek him. And I thought it wasn't possible to hear and talk to God until we die. I know different now.
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