So today I'm expressing myself... Today I'm taking an indepth look at my heart. Does anyone feel my pain? Does anyone know what nothing tastes like? I do... for it falls from my eyes. Do you know how it feels to have your dreams haunt you? Haunting me through night & day, through smiles & tears. Have you struggled with death? Have you struggled with waking? I die inside with each smile, with each unholy kiss. My wrists are weak; my blood is thining along with my inhales. "Why is this me? Why has this nothing become me?" But I wake... I wake & wonder why. I wake & fight dawn, I wake... "Slow down my lungs..." Slower now... till the air chokes at my flesh.