Running through the darkness on my own, my eyes shut tight. Tears blindly fall from my shattered dreams, I'm running from hurt eyes... from broken hearts. Scared to keep going but to ashamed to stop. Days fly by but this heart of mine stays still, un-moved throughout the endless nights. Each night brings its own terror, slowly eating me alive... I dread the mornings, knowing that night soon follows. On this lost highway I fall to my knees, I watch the "worlds' promieses" slowly slipe through the cracks in my hands and fall to the ground. I watch each promise shatter... with each promised broken, I find myself becoming weaker and weaker until my whole body is laying upon the dirt, my strength (what I had left) has gone from me, I can no longer run... my flesh cries for death. False love picks me up for a moment but I am soon dropped back unto my lost highway, with each drop I find my highway becoming a deeper and darker valley. My eyes have become fully blinded by lies, I can no longer see or feel relief. My heart begins to pound harder and harder, my time is coming... this pain is just to real. Again I am on my knees, my world has crashed all around me. My pride is gone, I have nothing left... slowly raising my hands to the heavens I cry out for mercy... for relief. "I give it all up! Save me! I can no longer take these wounds... my foolish pride brought me to this place, bring me out! Jesus, come back to me... I knew you once but I have ran from you. Please forgiv..." Weeping too loudly to speak, I stay their and pour myself out. "I've never left you my son..." the voice fades in and out of my mind. "I'm here, I'll always take you back my beloved child!" "Call on me and I will answer!"
Jeremiah 33:3 "Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know."
Psalms 34: 17-18 "The righteous cry out and the Lord hears them; he delivers them from all their troubles. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crashed in spirit."