Oh Merciful, Father God in Heaven! Lord, I know deep within my soul, there are scars that remain from my youth. Help me Father God to heal from every form of emotional bondage that remains, so that I can be all you promise in your Word: so that I can love as you love. MY HEART DESIRES TO WALK IN THAT LOVE! HEAL MY WOUNDS, LORD AND BRING ME OUT, SO THAT I MAY LIVE IN THE LIBERTY OF YOUR LOVE AND SHARE IT WITH EVERYONE YOU SEND INTO MY LIFE. Reveal in me, the hidden heartache and deliver me from that evil; that I still do not see or understand. This affliction, this torment, has destroyed the mind of many and is more than one hundred years old. It has caused horrible pain and suffering for this family. Bring us out of this generational curse, inhibiting the power of your love, so that we can be blessed and live peacefully, enjoying all that you desire for us in this life. The lying fear born out of rejection; has haunted me for all of my fifty-three years of living. Yet you, so gently, have opened my eyes to the deep, painful truths from the past in recent days; that my mind could not accept, but… In your time, your perfect time: the doors closed shut, for so long, have been opened wide; slowly and with great care! Thank you for setting my captive soul free. I give all the glory to you for the gentle way you held me close, when I felt alone and so unloved. I praise you, Lord, for being my shelter, when I shook uncontrollably, under the weight of this evil called: narcissism (a wall no human being can penetrate, without you first bring the divine healing). You were there, right with me, all the time. THANK YOU, LORD, FOR BRINGING ME OUT OF CAPTIVITY, BY THE POWER OF YOUR LOVE AND THE STRENGTH OF THE HOLY SPIRIT. Most of my life, the child in me was in pain, confused and very afraid to face my fear of the roaring lion: seeking whom he may devour. Your love and protection gave me the courage to run straight toward the roar, one step at a time, by the strength of your Holy Spirit and by the power of your perfect love (the love that casts out all fear)! Your grace was there, for me, while I was loved by my husband and children, with you as my guide. Your love within me; allowed me to overcome and love my family; as you would have me to love them. You blessed me with the calm assurance that all things work for the good of those who love the Lord and are called according to His purpose. You plucked me out from this curse in my youth and only you understood for what purpose. You lifted my life out of the darkness and brought me, gently into the light over the years. You protected my life completely and never made me to suffer beyond that which I could bare. I have sought your truth, from the day, I accepted you as my Savior. In recent months, I have been praying for you to open the doors you want opened; to close the doors you want closed. You have not failed me! Sometimes this journey is very painful, but I have come to understand that I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me. I have learned truths so brutal; that without your tender, loving arms, holding me close: my mind would crumble and descend into that same hell. You have spared my soul and delivered me out from the desert where living waters never flow. I am not alone in this. You are with me. So many of your “little” ones have come and gone before me: struggling with the torment of a parent who in some form or another; suffered with a broken mind and retreated into the deep, dark hole of narcissistic depression, just to survive their abuse. I pray for those today, Lord God, who are bound by the chain of generational child abuse. I pray for those mothers, fathers and children who live in constant agony. I pray for families: walking around in a cold, empty, darkness of uncertainty. I pray for your "little" ones: constantly coping with the lies, the manipulation, the self-centeredness, the compulsive behaviors, the slander, the never-ending drama of this demon force called narcissism. I plead your blood to cover this horrible evil in the home. Bring them out of the darkness and into your light. I ask this of you, Father God, in the name of your Son, Christ Jesus. Thank you Lord. Thank you Lord. PRAISE YOUR HOLY NAME FOREVER! Amen 1 Peter 5:8 KJV - Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: 1 John 4:18 KJV - There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love. Romans 8:28 KJV- And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. Philippians 4:13 KJV - I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. Luke 4:18 KJV - The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised, KJV Galatians 5:1 KJV - Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage. KJV Galatians 5:13 KJV - For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another. KJV James 1:25 KJV - But whoso looketh into the perfect law of liberty, and continueth therein, he being not a forgetful hearer, but a doer of the work, this man shall be blessed in his deed.
If you died today, are you absolutely certain that you would go to heaven? You can be! TRUST JESUS NOW
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