Tossing, turning, twisting tight
Trying to keep from having a fight.
Seeking, looking, wondering when
Will this nightmare ever have an end?
Reaching, grasping, seeking why
Looking for my redemption from on High.
Staring, feeling, cursing cries
Wondering if I'll ever be able to survive
Torture, torment, lies prevail
Hoping these liars will go to hell
Angry, vengeful, seeking rights
Watching all the lies take flight.
Mourning, weeping, tired soul
Hanging on tight, not letting go.
Lonely, scared, don't understand
These creatures God created and called Man.
Running, fleeing, longing for "safe"
Wondering how we all survive in this human race
Heartache, depression, seeking the whole.
Malice and hatred seeking my death
Conniving corruption creating the mess.
You see me, I see You
Everything turning to the shade of blue
Blood red ink emitting the pain
Conceiving the feelings that can't be conveyed
Seeking the essence of joy, hope and love.
Knowing my Savior is not just above
He's beside, in front of, behind and within
Pressing me daily to believe and know we will win.
Wanting my confidence to be evermore
Growing in me daily for all else that's in store
Laughter and tears are healing agents
One lifts the heart, the other cleanses it.
Medicines and treatments no doctor could give
Gifts from above that are needed to live.
Pressing and pulling and making a day
Sometimes wishing there was an easier way.
Knowing that all true tests have results
Praying these lessons will be sealed like a vault
Never repeated, never forgotten
The time's to soar up, is when you've hit bottom
Caressing the skies with new strengthened wings
More words come in with a new song to sing
Believing and trusting, stepping on faith
Knowing that Jesus is with me every step of the way.
If you died today, are you absolutely certain that you would go to heaven? You can be! TRUST JESUS NOW
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