I once lost myself. I had no faith; no belief in myself...I cried inside and out because I was blinded by fear and confusion… I felt like I didn't belong in this world; that I wasn't anything but a waste of space, and that I wasn't anything special…I wanted to die…I hated everything about myself… I hated the world. I thought everything and everyone was against me--that everything was adding strength to my demons…I wouldn't look at myself in the mirror…I just wish I could be someone other than me…I lost hope and faith in everything, but most of all, I lost my God…One day, God opened a path to His love of life… I walked on that path and I found warriors. Warriors that are filled with His passion… I'm alive, and my King is alive in me again…I'm reborn into a new world...My relationship with my King is beautiful and stronger than every before… It is one of my greatest delights in life…I thank my King for opening a path for me...for helping me find myself...for helping me find Him again…
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I am so happy that you found the Lord again. Praise Jesus. There is no greater loves than Jesus' love for us. I'm glad that you have learned that, and received it. I was lost once to, but He saved me, and I am eternally grateful. God bless you, and keep you!
Andrea, thanks for sharing. Even though you lost God, He did not lose you. He knew exactly where you were, and was there with you, in your struggles. Now, the good news is that you can identify with others who have lost their way, in a manner that you would not have been able to come near, apart from your experience. Isn't God awesome? Someone once said, "I would not know the light, if I had not first experienced the dark." (I'm probably messing up that quote, but I hope the meaning is
clear.) God bless!