the anger and hatred overflow within my heart…
i cry out for help, but there is no one there…
“unjust” i weep, i scream…
“why me?” my insides are boiling over and i am filled with rage…
i am to be blessed by this?
when and how will it end?
when does my turn come?
why do i have this overwhelming emotion?
it hurts so badly…i hate being treated this way…
and by those who claim His name…pathetic…
what did i ever do to deserve this?
i am reminded of Him…
how did He endure this torture?
only He understands…only He can make it better…
He has tasted betrayal…
He knows how a heart breaks by actions and words…
i know that He has suffered more than i…
but it still hurts…
my heart shatters…
i feel abandoned and alone in this fight…
but i know that is a lie…
