Oh, Liz, You break my heart with your beautifully written poem. I know being 14 is so very difficult in these vile days we live in, but I promise you, walk with God and share your pain with Him and He will set you free from your plight. You have brought so much joy to Trish and I, and we love you beyond measure. Your day is breaking forth like a butterfly who has just come from metamorphosis. Fly little one, keep writing and expressing your heart. God will be your protector and shield. We will be your support and encouragement. You are loved!