The verdict is in. Iíve been charged with intentional murder.
What will be my punishment?
What do I have to look forward to?
I canít believe Iím capable of such a crime. I go to church, read my bible, fast, pray, and do good things. I guess none of that matters when youíre in the act of killing. All the evidence points to me. Still I canít believe I did it but I did!
I murdered you, Lord.
My lies pierced your side.
My hate scarred your face.
My doubt broke your heart.
My lustful spirit crippled your legs.
My negative words stabbed your neck.
My fornication paralyzed your back.
My evil thoughts sliced your wrist.
My denial finished you off.
Even through all of that, I never stopped loving you.
You were still on my mind.
My actions were unintentional.
So, what will I have to face, now?
Well we know everything works out for the good of them who love you, Lord and is called according to your purpose. I love you with all of my heart, soul, mind, and strength.
So, what is my punishment?
I canít believe it. Out of all the things I have done to you, there is still a brighter day for me.
You didnít stay dead. You have resurrected with all power in your hands.
With your death came my redemption. I am healed by your stripes.
I have been forgiven and now I have a second chance to spend eternity with you. Your love for me is more than this world could ever handle. Lord, I praize your holy name and say Iím sorry for my acts of murder. Thank You, Lord! You still have a place for me even though I Killed You.