Thank God for His faithfulness.
I would surely die
if He wasn't that one constant person in my life.
It's hard to understand why people
claim their love and
turn swiftly to stab you in the back.
The pain is hard to discribe...
I feel shocked, numb and betrayed.
All my feelings, however,
amount to a mere small hill of beans
in comparison to how my Savior must feel
on a daily - even moment by moment basis.
Yet, He continues to be patient, show His love and direct me, if Ill listen.
How does He do it?
If I feel such abandonment over one person -
His heart must surely ache with all of mankind.
Help my hurting heart and restore it.
Oh and Father, I'm sorry for the many times I've hurt you.