one year, two years before you know it ten
I have not forgotten, I think about you now and then
so many regrets for yesteryears
not so obvious, but felt in my tears
I want to turn back time, maybe change some things
no matter how long, the loss pulls my heart strings
blessed with this friend like none I've yet to know
and when you left, I so wanted to go
I stayed on, living in depression for a while
even at my worst, memories made me smile
my memories were with you and now they were just that
a dead friend, a dead past
for those who told me that it was your time
who are these people and what gave them this right
dont mourne, be happy youd been set free
what about me?
confusion, sadness a misplaced anger
I even saw you in the face of a stranger
the past 22 years have been a nightmare
the lessons of love and loss all to care
Im out of emotion, the tears have all been cried
all of this because you died
you gave up on life in the weakest hours, before the light
I havent slept, really lived since that night
cant I see you once more, not through pictures in my mind
so I could touch, talk to you, let you go one last time
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