Here I sit with no place to go.
Yes they placed me in this padded room and the outfit it just, well itís to plain.
I overheard them saying no visitors for now so I sit here thinking.
Thinking how I miss my family yet asking.
Why does it not hurt?
Maybe it will hurt later.
Anyway here I am staring at the wall and itís plain like my outfit.
My mind seems to be screaming but I donít care.
Iím sitting here staring, thinking and asking.
Wow here I am and just think.
Overload on thinking time out.
Ok deep breathe, ok maybe a sigh.
Nope just staring.
Mind battle over.
But not remembering why.
I do recall.
Recall thatís what happened to the car.
Oh wrong subject.
Matter whatís the matter?
Ok back on track on the train headed for.
Wow mind overload.
Timeout stop rest and relax.
Panic attack at why how come and here come the others.
I want to yell help but canít.
Mind not registering help just overload.
Felt the sting relaxing now.
Eyes closing ok sleepy time.
Wow thatís cool.
Here I am again awake and staring, thinking and oh yes remembering what happened.
I remember going to Church and being used to set someone free from the.
OH MY WHAT A RUSH OF THINKING THIS IS.
GOING STRONG NOW.
Settled down ok.
After they had been set free those of us.
Staring twitching now, twitching.
Eyes rolling to and back and.
PANIC, WHATíS PANIC?
ANXIETY Oh ok what.
Sting again and oh so sleepy Iím dreaming.
Iím getting ready to go someplace and I have my Bible so I must be going to Church.
Iím running late so off I go and I tell myself to pray but I donít.
I step inside at Church.
TOO MUCH GOING ON MIND NOT LIKING THIS.
Ok relax again.
Ok, Ok, Ok no panic just remembering.
Iím back wow thought it was happening again.
Service is going when someone is being freed and I go up to assist and hear.
Get back you are not prayed up.
I step back thinking.
MIND OVERLOAD AGAIN GOING TO AND not registering with relax mode.
NEEDING TO SCREAM BUT MIND WILL NOT ALLOW.
OK SLOW DOWN MIND SLOW DOWN.
Iím back again.
No time for panic or anxiety need to remember.
Ok they are taking this individual to another room so I help.
I open the door and step into the room the next thing I know the door is closed.
The praying has started and the shouting when I hear.
COME OUT NOW IN JESUS NAME.
I get knocked against the wall and go out.
I wake up and I am in a hospital with pretty flowers on the wall.
I lay there staring and then I bolt up and start to run down the hall.
Next thing I know here I am with no flowers on the wall.
Just staring wondering and thinking.
Prayed up wow maybe thatís what went OVER LOAD.
MIND GETTing READy tO EXPLoDE.
oK WHo turned out the LIGHts?
OK SOMEone please hear me.
itís OVER NO more.
Prayed up we hear that a lot.
Point is satan is waiting for any opportunity to get your mind.
So if you are not suppose to pray for someone who is being set free
And to ensure victory always stay