I've lived with a condition for years. When it first developed, it profoundly grieved me . . . but over the years, I've learned that the best healings can be healings of the spirit in acceptance that Almighty GOD knows best. He has reasons for why He allows continuances.
I've settled in my spirit that the joy of the Lord is my strength. I NOW live that truth -- not just in my head but in the core of my heart. I'm FULLY persuaded that I'm set in the Master's hands -- regardless.
We know that song, "In the Garden". He walks with me. He talks with me. He tells me that I am His own. I've come to learn and to understand that, "Whatever it is, it's not bigger than GOD!"
I'd rather have the company of the Lord than healing of my condition. Yes, I choose Jesus -- the Word of Life. His love and blessed assurances sustain and provide me with peace -- multiplied. Nothing and nobody provides such love, solace, peace and joy.
Nope, ain't NOTHING better than to walk with the Light of the Word -- King Jesus -- no matter what . . . !
GOD reigns anyhow. In His presence there is fulness of joy -- at His right hand there are pleasures for ever more - so says the scripture in Psalm 16. And I'm a living witness, as are others who journey with our precious Lord!
Philippians 4:11 - KJV
. . . I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.