Although this is spring which is a time for fresh starts, and new adventures we usually can't step out on the road without saying goodbye to something or someone. While I consider my options for this year I find myself looking back over the events of 2012 with a few tears. Some tears of joy and some of sadness. In 2012 I said goodbye to a ministry that was very dear to my heart. I did not want it to end but sometimes the Lord allows situations to happen that force us out of our comfort zones and launches us on the next step of our journey. I will always be blessed for the tears, the laughter, the teaching, and the love that graced my life during the time spent in that ministry and I am forever changed by it. I will miss each person that participated in TFNC program and I will always hold them in my heart forever. Despite the pain I felt when it was over I would not have missed it for the world and I am so grateful to the Lord for allowing me to take part in it. It has been very hard for me to let go and watch you all go on to other phases in your life and I think it is time I do the same. Until we all meet again in this life or in the next I would like to dedicate the song This is not Goodbye by The Sidewalk Prophets to Donna, Eleanor and the TFNC.