The soul is your heart, your eyes, your very being. The soul cries out with such tears. To be loved to be wanted to be acknowledged to be held. What makes a soul to be whole? When all it sees is pain, heartache, being unloved. The soul is the very being of ones being, oneís life. All it wants is love. How does the soul receive love? How does the soul receive the want it wants? How does the soul get to be held?
Oh my soul. I wish you peace. I wish you love. I wish you joy. I wish you happiness. God loves you, oh my soul. God brings you joy. God brings you peace. God brings you happiness. You must know who you are in God and who He is in you. This is what true happiness is. What true love is? What true joy is? What true peace is?
When trouble comes God is there. God is the one who fixes everything for you. He is the one who wants to give you everything He has ever created on this earth. He is the one who can truly love unconditionally. He is the one who came to this earth to die for you, literally. He is the one who thinks of you every waking moment. He is the one who never sleeps. He is the one who holds you in His hands and His arms with love beyond any reason.
He does all of this for you because He loves you with all that He has and ever will have. And if he doesnít have what you need then He will create it just for you. He loves you that much. So why do you need to be held to be loved by another human. When all you need is Him and Him alone.
Oh my soul why isnít He enough for you. Yes you have tasted the love of a human being. The human arms held you. The human hand that caressed you. Yes the human brought happiness to you. Yes the human brought such joy to you.
And yet, the human broke your heart. The human lied to you. The human brought unhappiness to you. The human broke promises. The human broke their vow to you to love you through sickness and in health. They vow to never let another come between you. To love you till death parts you. The human broke the vow before God, his angels, before all your human family and friends.
What good is another human being to trust with your heart, to trust with your life? What good is a human when there is no dependability. What good is another human being when they lie, cheat and steal from you? They steal your heart, they cheat your life and they lie to your very soul. What good is a human oh my soul.
Who do you give your allegiance to? Can you give allegiance to both? Can you depend on both or just one of them? Oh my soul I hear your cries. I hear your wants. I feel your unhappiness. What shall you do? Are you in this to choose one or the other? Is this a life or death decision? If you chose one you live. If you chose the other will you die? Can you have both?
Oh my soul I hear your wants. I know what you want. I know it isnít the things of this earth. I know it isnít what is on the outside. I know what you want comes from the inside of a humanís soul. You want their very being. Their love their trust their want their arms to hold you through everything that comes alone. Even in the times that try to pull you apart. You want them to hold you till it passes. You want their life to become yours and yours to become theirs. You want to be one with them the way God intended for it to be. And yet, you now know that it isnít possible. For humans are cheaters, liars and thieves. They take what they want from you and leave you with no concern for what they have done to you. And yet you still want the human. Oh my soul you are in a mess. The choice isnít hard. The choice is to go with the one that is dependable and loving. The one who died for you and would again if needed.