There are times, maybe even hours or complete days where you teeter on the brink of the unknown, close to distinction,
Not even between the dark and the light- the hot and the cold- but at the farthest ends of the world
the space less travelled, the surety of life completely amiss, sometimes this is our temporary home.
I have hours like this that can turn into days,
where I have to push myself beyond my current human endurance just to stay afloat.
The narrow path of comfort seems to elude you. We must search for that place where the opposites meet so we can weave the torn fabric back into its masterpiece.
I walk with my gaze upon nothing at all
in a direction not carefully deliberated
Finally my knees give out
I fall to the grassy floor of Gods Creation
I look inside myself and know I am nothing
But as the tears flow and stain my face
I eventually look up, the light from the son burns my eyes
and God tells me
I am everything
the conversation Divine begins
The Great I Am- He set my soul on fire
From my own burning bush blazing in my heart- ABBA, Alpha, Almighty Amen told me I was Amazing- he gave me direction in the form of talent and gifts that
I must first discover and share with the world.
Can you see the tears, the flow is ceasing.
Im still so ragged and tired But I took this all in,
time seemed to stop but it was only a second when I heard him knock.
So I dried up my tears and opened the door
Standing in the bright afternoon light I could sense his presence and the Love that resides in the gentlest breeze spoke to me
It was The Lord telling me Iím Beautiful
those tear drops all but gone
I replied because I was made in your image
but the stain remained on my cheek
All of Gods Blessed Children are amazing- he tells us all- are you listening?
Elohim applauded my Courage,
I replied if you are with me, than who can be against me?
At your command I will remain bold in the Lord and suddenly with HIS strength
I stood up.
Yesuah complimented my Diligence, I replied it was Wisdom that drew me near to her- I canít stop until I find her.
God commanded me to be an Encouragement to others
As Christ IS to me so shall I be
My Redeemer reminded me I was Forgiven
All I could do was lower my head and mutter a Thank You, fall to my knees and
Promise to allow my actions to declare 7 x 70 x in memory of my Saviors sacrifice
Jesus said He did not want to remain homeless
So I invited Him to live in my heart
God told me he enjoys our conversations and remarked how inquisitive I was- I thanked him for always answering my prayers.
My Holy Father said I sure was repetitious,
Forgive me Father for I have Sinned, Again
Shalom said be at Peace;So I agreed to let the Peace rule my heart in this uncertain world. I can capture Serenity in the still quiet voice of that hopeful breeze that embraces me as it whirls me into your company and quiets my soul.
Tranquility was there Every time your father struck you and your mother abandoned you, and left you alone-
Jesus too felt your pain,
he wept with you.
As his tear travelled down his cheek, ran off his chin and onto my head that rested on his chest, the Peace flowed over me when Jehovah Rapha the healer embraced me. My tear stained cheek was made clean.
I knew you did not leave or forsake me-I felt you always near. And although I know that I am not home yet, I will endure and patiently remain for the moment that draws me nearer to you- I can hardly wait
And at the Hour of my Death,
Good and Gentle Jesus
Call Me, I want to talk some more