Iím filled with such remorse, Father, for I know
now that it was not You whom I chose to follow.
It is he who I was born to that was centered
deep inside my heart. I know now that I went
through what I went through for choosing to ignore
You and what what Youíve chosen for me.
Prayerfully, I prayed for a purpose to be served
for the suffering I endured for so long.
My heart now rests assured for prayers Youíve answered.
Iím letting go, Father, letting go of all the
things attached to my heart that kept me from you.
The drugs and the porn. Itís all gone.
Thank you for being there, and for bringing
the first of my visions to pass.
Iím sorry for doubting You, and I know where
all my doubt was coming from. It was coming from
he who steals all hope of you away.
He spoke so proudly, boasting of how he was about
to evolve into something bigger and better
because of me and my giving into temptations.
He said, ďDonít you know God doesnít hear you
where you are at?Ē At times my mouth would
utter the words he was speaking as he continued his
attack. All I can say is thank you so much, Father,
for I now see the truth and who I was choosing to
follow by my actions and things I chose.
Thank You for the angel you sent to watch over me.
Through Your love and patience Iím now unchained and free.
My heart is open to receive You, and I ask for the strength
to come face to face with my fears.
The ones that kept me locked in myself. Afraid of the world.
Please keep me still and help me listen.
My feelings of unworthiness are slowly fading away.
Iíll follow You where You lead me. I want to let them know
so bad about the terrible anger that is about to come.
Heís gonna have such a impact when he hits the ground.
There will be a very loud sound from his anger
And he is going to have a devastating impact like
an asteroid or meteor hitting earth. On a religious
holiday he discovers who he really is. For now he believes
he is in heaven, but on that holiday he will realize
and face the reality that he is in fact on earth
and no longer a part of heaven.
So Iím sitting still and patiently waiting for You
to silence all the voices of others. Iím ready to move
forward with my dreams. May you bless all who believe.
May they be kept safely in their mind. May it stay focused on You.
And I know that it was my choices that have led
Everyone to look at me like Iím a paranoid fool.
Lead me now, Father, for the next step is not
that far away. Iím now ready to receive blessings
as I let go of things from the past. Father, we, Your children
will be in different places when he hits.
I pray for them now. May only Your will be done, Father.
I ask this in Jesusí name, Amen
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