i dont want to lie fight or to commit a crime
i dont want to say goodbye goodningt or hoo hy
i no longer want to hear my self saying
i need somebody no matter how important the may be
i dont want to hear myself whispering words of love to any girl it wont matter how beautiful she may be or look
i don want to see myself praising my god before my loved ones or strangers
i dont want to hear myself telling strangers nor loved ones my secrets no matter how bad they may be
i dont want to see myself anymore asking for advice from a stranger it wont matter how educated he or she may be
i dont wanna see myself anymore convincing a bloodflowing matchine to either set me free or to speak on my behalf
i dont want to see myself going down asking for human advice power or options to set me free
i dont want to see myself praying or reading the bible for the fact that i feel guilty or i am in times of trouble of grief
i dont want to see myself making jokes to people who will laugh at me not at my jokes
i dont want to see myself crying for things i cannot keep or things that i cannot control
i dont want to see myself doing favours for peoples that i love nor know so that they may succeed or gain advantage
i dont want to see myself crying nor regreting for the actions that i took with the knowledge that they have consequences
i dont want to see myself asking myself why me knowing that life is a wheel
i dont want to see myself convincing my heart that revenge is the answer whether good or bad
i dont want to feel pity for peoples who chose to throw away good things
i dont want to see myself putting myself in other peoples shoes or positions so that i may be good
i dont want to see myself wipping tears of strangers and promising that i would be fine
because
i am not jesus christ
i am not the lord
i have my burdens
i have things to worry about
i have my own issues
so
let each man grief for himself
because he will enter the kingdom of hearven alone
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