It has been one of those days where I didn't know which way to go so indecisive but it seems I've finished the day unharmed,
Although I was distressed at some point. I didn't want to cry I knew in my heart she had already made her mind up about me.
It made me sad so I gave all of my concerns and
worries to you. I found my peace in you LORD.
For a moment I thought I had lost you it was awful. I am surrounded by liars and although the waves pounded over my head and burned my soul I remembered your Word is Isaiah 43 that the waters would not come over me and the fire would not burn me and I was comforted LORD.
I come home to your peace LORD and your WORD which is your truth and only then was my soul filled and comforted and the truth set me free.
It is a very dark place at this time LORD I truly wanted to flee very far away and even opened up the psalm where David too felt the same when encompassed around those who do not know you though they speak of being christian.
Even then they have separated themselves from other christians so now they speak of that there are christians and there are christians believing the lie.
I saw not the spirit of the Holy Spirit upon her as she spoke out some scripture as it seemed to fit her situation.
You see LORD I do know you. I've seen you and know your voice and it is true we run from those who are the hirelings.
They spoke of their friends and family LORD but when I spoke that I hadn't seen any sister or brother in three years they turned their backs on me not even asking how I was, but thankyou that you do every day and listen to my heartaches.
They hadn't heard my cries, my distress. Yes LORD there are christians and there are christians but I wonder what christians they are.
I am still waiting for my Good Samaritan but it seems LORD no one will go for you. But my hope is in you LORD. I feel like the widow in the wilderness and her son dying and with no food. But you are my food LORD my sustenance but it is just so lonely LORD.
But I am comforted by your Holy Spirit as it quickened me with understanding of your WORD.
I am at peace once more and know that you wanted to show me something of importance as you do each day.
For a second I hated what I heard but then you said to Ezekiel that your words would be sweet in the mouth and bitter in the stomach and it is so true.
It is a bitter thing to watch those you have loved and walk to the House of God with turn hard and unloving. I see the difference and it breaks my heart. But I trust in you LORD.
I saw some beautiful pink tulips today exquisite so fresh and lively. Your creation is amazing but what I find even more amazing is your Word. I can see thousands of images every day and appreciate them. I can see your beauty everywhere but when I read your Word oh my heart lights up and I am communing with you, talking to you and you speak back to me so lovingly.
They say a picture paints a thousands words but your words paint millions of loving pictures in my heart.
I love you LORD. Thankyou for getting me through this very difficult day.
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