Am here again, sequence to the last time i wrote to you, asking for forgiveness. Am here again, this time not on the matter of sin, but on a issue i find difficult to express to anyone but you.
Father, a lot as been happening around me, to me and within me, things now seems to be moving fast for me to understand, the arrows fiercer than my might. Sometimes i feel like running off the whole scene but deep down in my heart, i know you want me to remain steadfast.
Each time i go through tough moments, i hear somebody around saying "Trust in God", the Pastor/ the Church might say it in another way "Faith, have faith in God" at such times, smiles and hope are given birth to within me, but when faced with those joy speed breakers, the belief just don't come alive.
I guess am tired of all these, the challenges, the struggles to survive, instead of overcoming, and also the excessive ability not to hand everything over to you.
Father, am sorry for not having the ability to Trust you, even though the whole universe show your might and love to me. Am indeed sorry, but i need you to teach me how to, and enjoy the reality of putting my cares on you. For i know that every relationships depends on it, and yours to me is not an exception.
In conclusion, i hope i have been able to express what have been straining our relationship nowadays, hoping to wait on you for your guidance. Thanks for listening to me.
If you died today, are you absolutely certain that you would go to heaven? You can be! TRUST JESUS NOW