I have never experienced the pain of losing a child, but have gone through the pain of wanting one, and never having been able to have one. I can empathize. But he/she is waiting to welcome you when your life on this earth is over. Good expression of grief.
May the God of comfort strengthen you as you face each day. I won't say "I know how you are feeling" because I don't - each one's experience with grief is unique. I would leave you with a word that the Lord gave me as I faced grief - "Blessed are they that mourn - for they shall be comforted".
Very touching. I went through something slightly differant a few months ago. My wife and I went through an adoption only to have the birth mother changed her mind a week after we had him in our home. Alas, I will praise Him.