I promised to write to You more often. I promised to pray to You more often. These are my humble beginnings to make good on that agreement. I have no promise of tomorrow and I was born into this time--the here and now. I have no idea what You have in store for me. I submit that I wonít know until You bring Your plan to fruition. As You are the Father, then I am quite certain that You know how frustrated I get when I try to understand You. Others seem to know and I sometimes feel as if I am part of a cosmic joke. I suppose (or at least hope) that my inquisitive nature is due to the fact that I am in Your image and that I should have this thirst. I am lacking in Your patience. What seems to me to be a lifetime is to You but a small moment in Time.
Well, enough of the small talkÖhaha. Am I currently climbing a new mountain? I feel like I am, but Iím just a kid and donít fully understand these things. I ask that You teach me in Your ways. I suppose that You are and that I have been entertaining Angels and Demons for years without knowing it. Itís just that the back-and-forth pull between these powers is starting to get to me. At least I know that the dark side of Your universe wields no power over me while cupped in Your Hands and surrounded by Your Light.
At any rate, thank You for everything and for science so that You are not completely hidden to me. I continue to seek and to knock. I look around me and seek to understand and gain knowledge about these things. Continue to protect me and others. Iíll be speaking to You again really soon.